Oh, · it · kills.

Okay, guys, this is it, this is my get started and don't look back day. It is almost Spring, I can feel it in the air and in my attitude. Therefore, I have to start fresh. Right now, I haven't had that much sleep. I don't know what to do about certain things. Some of my friendships are broken as of last night, however, some are going to be strengthened hopefully.

To eat: vegetables, fruit, meat, sushi, fruit smoothies, coffee, tea, juice, and milk.
Sparingly: sodapop, chocolate
To avoid: fast food of any kind, candy, and gluten because I'm allergic

To exercise: start running again (every two days), go to kickboxing instead of avoiding it (start Thursday), and go to pilates on Monday.
Do not stop

Feel good. I think I'm in love.
But what do I get myself into? I fall in love with someone who

a) has had a bad history with relationships
b) has gone out with a few of my friends
c) I can tell no one about.

I probably sound like that stupid girl who believes people can change. But I actually do believe that people can change. It's hard because people are always backtalking him and you know you reach a point where you start to believe them... but then you start talking to him that night on MSN, and it all goes away. I can't tell anyone about it, but is it there business? It will get out eventually. The only thing is that we would be able to see eachother more.

Starting Weight: 160 pounds

Goal by April 1st: 140 pounds

Goal by May 1st: 135 pounds

Goal by June 1st: 130 pounds

Goal by August 1st: 125 pounds